Life is a curve ball
Thrown with the wild arm
And if I'm going to swing in,
I must get motivated
Instead of lying in my bed
I'm like a train wreck, trucking down a fast hill
Heartbreak is overrated
If I dry the tears now
I can get a head start out the door
I never loved the sun until the rain
I'll never get anywhere if I stay in the same place
Always afraid I'm gonna just get stuck in a dream
Where the answer's clear but no one knows it
It's like a toss up, I gotta get out of here cause I'm tired of emotions
I'm blue no more
Walkin round in a circle
Deja vu no more
Being redundant is never the one trick I ever want to master
One quirk can get me focused
Cause the start of a circle is also the ending
One door has to close before the next can open
Gotta give my own life
My whole life is a given one sweet goal
How can I be my best if i never fail?
How can I ever find peace if I never yell ?
I gotta be stronger
I can't let cold wind blow me on a cold night
I follow the skyline and I am no longer
Stuck in a dream
Where the answer's clear but no one knows it
It's like a toss up, I gotta get out of here
Cause I'm tired of emotions
I've been doing a lot of thinking this week. That is how I feel. I'm tired of feeling something for someone who doesn't feel anything back. I don't want to get hurt again. I've realized that the only people who should REALLY MATTER to me are the ones who stick by my side through everything. I have amazing friends. I love them. Bottom Line, I don't need a guy in my life because I have friends. That's what I've realized this week.
"you know you have great friends when the only time they make you cry is when you're laughing too hard.."