game over. redo. start. bam- new.

[brittanybits]

i want to start a new journal.
i recently discovered a friend of mines and it inspired me.

just random thoughts.
nothing more.
and if you know whats going on,
crazy.

i want to just enjoy life.
to look at little things and laugh.
to be happy with nothing.
to love what i have
and not be sorry for what i lost.

i said goodbye.
he said hi.
i said no more
not knowing what would happen.
now i found fun.
something exciting again.
i love the excitement.
not knowing whats happening.
it always seems brighter.
change can be good.
usually i avoid it.
but not anymore
embrace it i will.
ya, embrace, its better.
no more fighting either.
no more bitterness.
no more bleh.
just yayy.
just fun.
i am just.
i will let things be.
i wont force.
im happy.
i am finally happy again.
i guess it got boring.
im glad i said goodbye.
im delighted i said hi to someone new.
many new things.
i wonder if i chose the right one.
hes more fun.
but suddenly boring is fun.
its strange, he got confidence.
but both are better then before.
i love the way things are going.
i love enjoying life.
doing nothing crazy
but loving it anyways.
i want to be a flower.
im not sure what kind.
or even what color.
but a new me,
so a new thing.
i love God.
i wish i showed it more.
He is great.
i will enjoy this new decision.
i will enjoy him.
i will be treated right.
i am worth it.