Nov 30, 2005 12:13
so pretty much i hate this situation, im sick of it actually and i want it to be over. but honestly, i dont. i wish i could just be strong and say fine, the end, for real but that never happens. whenever we start to talk about it somehow we get almost there then its fine again. and i cant stand that, ahhh. its so unfair.
i know who i am, and i may not be perfect. and i know it is wrong to boast and brag, but its worse to hide and shame. whether or not thats the case thats my feelings so i dont care if you agree.
my thanksgiving was awesome. i loved the break. it was so long and amazing and i felt every day of it. i hung out with taylor a bunch and that was so fun. i love what we have become and i hope it stays this way or only gets better. i saw so many other ppl too. i saw cheli, dal and her fam, amb, sarah, alina, aimee, emily, garrett, noah, jamie, ian, mark, jabron, and zach, i saw everyone important plus more. so it was great. i really cant wait for winter break now. which is only a few more weeks!! o i saw justin too.
im really confused on the gift situation. we arnt in highschool anymore, so do we still buy everyone we used to gifts. annndddd. my glorious little justin, what do i get him. will we be on or off when christmas comes.. that is an awfully far way away and we know he hates long times. and thatd be 9 months. like 7 months longer than he allows a relationship to last.. so. that bothers me.
22 days till Nanny comes HOMEEEE!!! ♥