Sep 04, 2003 08:52
So i started my freshman year of college and i already hate the school and the people. You would think in College they'd be more mature and stuff but they arent. They are prejudging me when they dont even know me. To make matters worse i have the room mate from hell. She's so mean and so cruel i hate it.
I want to go home and not go to school or just transfer over to UCLA. if I go to Ucla I dont have to dorm, I can live with trace and commute to school and then i have my own room and dont need to worry if i make friends or not. *sighs* But who knows if trace will ever go for that.
I thought college was going to be different and people wouldnt judge me on who i am associated with. I was born a ayala i didnt fucking know my moms best friends kid would become famous and that my brother would become it to because hes best friends with the kid. I didnt know what fucking shit that would cause in my life. I feel like i have two friends in the whole world and thats Jenna Dewan and Jamie Lynn Spears neither of which are my age.
Now i am going to try and get things done while my roomie is out at classes and cant be a bitch to me *sighs* all i fucking want to do is move out and leave this stupid school.
-Britty