Jan 11, 2005 15:49
I've come to the unfortunate resolution that I just care about some of my friends more than they care about me. It really sucks to know that people are pissed off at you, and to not really understand why...and to be afraid to even try to talk to them about it. Yeah, it does.
My mood is just at like a negative 100 right now.
Calculus is crazy. I tried to understand today during the review..and I did for most of the stuff...I mean, I'll probably be ok if i study, but there are a couple things that I'm having trouble with..which is why I decided to call Taylor and ask him if he'd tutor me since he has a really good teacher at Smithfield and he's smart and I'm sure he'd be more than willing to help me out. Taking notes in that class doesn't help me anymore because I don't understand them anyway. Unfortunately, I'm not quite the math genius that some people in there are.
I wish i could take back the last few weeks completely to where I never said anything to anyone and half of this stupid crap that i'm going through would not even exist.
I'm just over school. And all the petty drama. I want it to be Saturay forever. Thank God there is a three day weekend coming up...
Lots of homework tonight. Swim in 30 minutes.