too much chocolate
i really need to stop eating all these sweets around my house. really.
the rest of winter break better be better than it was today. it was not too exciting. seriously, the highlight of my dad was probably babysitting, b/c tina's kids are so cute. but even that wasn't "fun". at work, NO ONE was in the pool. i think 2 people came for the whole 4 hours i was there, and they stayed in for like 10 minutes. tara and i finished all the cleaning stuff early and then she left early, so i was stuck all by myself with nothing to do for like 2 hours. i tried calling tiffany like 5 times to see if she wanted to do something after, and i tried sara, and i even texted cory..but no one answered their phones. it was fairly depressing. then i called dustin and he answered and said he'd call people, but he didn't have much luck either. we were gonna try to go see meee the fockers but i guess now the plan is to do that tomorrow. tiff finally called me back when i was driving home, but she's still sick and wanted to get some rest, which is totally understandable.
tomorrow i think i'm going to go to the mall and give blood. i'm old enough, and i really want to do it. tiff said she'd go with me if she feels better tomorrow, and i'm gonna ask sara too. hope that works out.
this might sound really pitiful, but please don't read it like that. i was just thinking about swim team and how i've been on it for what, 3 years? and i don't have any friends there. sara and i were super close last year when she was there so i always had someone to talk to, but then she quit and this year i'm all alone. i mean, everyone is a part of this giant clique and they do tons of fun stuff together, i just wish that i could be a part of it. then again, it's been so long and i'd probably feel like i was intruding or something. ok. enough pour.out.my.feelings. crap.
christmas is in 3 days..well really 2...and a half? anyway, i'm glad it's soon, and i'm also glad that the new year is ahead. i'm not going to make some dumb resolution that i won't keep. if i do resolve to do anything, it will be something that is worth working for and something that i'll get a lot out of...but i guarantee it won't be the typical "diet and exercise" routine. maybe it will be to read my Bible more, or to talk to more people and be more open, or i don't know.....something good like that. i'm definitely ready to put 2004 behind me though. this coming year is going to be full of new things....ending stuff and beginning stuff. i want it to be worthwhile.
i think i'm done writing. i've just put myself in the mood to go to bed.
the rest of winter break better be better than it was today. it was not too exciting. seriously, the highlight of my dad was probably babysitting, b/c tina's kids are so cute. but even that wasn't "fun". at work, NO ONE was in the pool. i think 2 people came for the whole 4 hours i was there, and they stayed in for like 10 minutes. tara and i finished all the cleaning stuff early and then she left early, so i was stuck all by myself with nothing to do for like 2 hours. i tried calling tiffany like 5 times to see if she wanted to do something after, and i tried sara, and i even texted cory..but no one answered their phones. it was fairly depressing. then i called dustin and he answered and said he'd call people, but he didn't have much luck either. we were gonna try to go see meee the fockers but i guess now the plan is to do that tomorrow. tiff finally called me back when i was driving home, but she's still sick and wanted to get some rest, which is totally understandable.
tomorrow i think i'm going to go to the mall and give blood. i'm old enough, and i really want to do it. tiff said she'd go with me if she feels better tomorrow, and i'm gonna ask sara too. hope that works out.
this might sound really pitiful, but please don't read it like that. i was just thinking about swim team and how i've been on it for what, 3 years? and i don't have any friends there. sara and i were super close last year when she was there so i always had someone to talk to, but then she quit and this year i'm all alone. i mean, everyone is a part of this giant clique and they do tons of fun stuff together, i just wish that i could be a part of it. then again, it's been so long and i'd probably feel like i was intruding or something. ok. enough pour.out.my.feelings. crap.
christmas is in 3 days..well really 2...and a half? anyway, i'm glad it's soon, and i'm also glad that the new year is ahead. i'm not going to make some dumb resolution that i won't keep. if i do resolve to do anything, it will be something that is worth working for and something that i'll get a lot out of...but i guarantee it won't be the typical "diet and exercise" routine. maybe it will be to read my Bible more, or to talk to more people and be more open, or i don't know.....something good like that. i'm definitely ready to put 2004 behind me though. this coming year is going to be full of new things....ending stuff and beginning stuff. i want it to be worthwhile.
i think i'm done writing. i've just put myself in the mood to go to bed.