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[brittany_smiles]

looking back at me i see
that i never really got it right
i never stopped to think of you
im always wrapped up on
things i cannot win
you are the antidote that gets me by
something strong
like a drug that gets me high

what i really meant to say
is im sorry for the way i am
i never meant to be so cold

to you im sorry about all the lies
maybe in a different light
you could see me stand on my own again
cause now i can see
you were the antidote that got me by
something strong like a drug that got me high

i never really wanted you to see
the screwed up side of me that i keep
locked up inside of me so deep
it always seems to get to me
i never really wanted you to go
so many things you should have known
i guess for me theres just no hope
i never meant to be so cold.

i love you, im sorry & im here for you.