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I really want to update in here,but i dont trust alot of people on my friendslist.Im going to make a new journal since yeah i have officially changed my last name,again! =) and of course ill add the ones i talk to and stuff.
Alot of things are bugging me lately.
Tonight was godsmack.It was alright.I didnt really care to be there.It's always nice hanging out with them though.I've been gone all weekend.Im exhausted.I cant sleep too many things running through my head.I have the worst headache ever.I really need a job.Im officially broke.Like i have nothing at all.I miss david so much.So many things are going on right now.I've lost my head.Ive been sober for a week and a few days now.I feel all psycho and stuff.I was backstage most of the time tonight i came out for 3 songs at the end.and i got kicked in the face and got a bloody nose.I feel high because everyone was smoking weed.It was fucking insane.Im not going to be around much anymore.Im getting myself together.The last time anyone will probably see me is at ibar wednesday because i promised kay and steve i'd take them and i dont break promises no matter what.Im going to be out of it the whole fucking time though.I know it.I dont know what is wrong with me.I feel so i dunno how to explain it.
but this was my adhd post of me zoning the whole time.
time to make a new lj name =)
Alot of things are bugging me lately.
Tonight was godsmack.It was alright.I didnt really care to be there.It's always nice hanging out with them though.I've been gone all weekend.Im exhausted.I cant sleep too many things running through my head.I have the worst headache ever.I really need a job.Im officially broke.Like i have nothing at all.I miss david so much.So many things are going on right now.I've lost my head.Ive been sober for a week and a few days now.I feel all psycho and stuff.I was backstage most of the time tonight i came out for 3 songs at the end.and i got kicked in the face and got a bloody nose.I feel high because everyone was smoking weed.It was fucking insane.Im not going to be around much anymore.Im getting myself together.The last time anyone will probably see me is at ibar wednesday because i promised kay and steve i'd take them and i dont break promises no matter what.Im going to be out of it the whole fucking time though.I know it.I dont know what is wrong with me.I feel so i dunno how to explain it.
but this was my adhd post of me zoning the whole time.
time to make a new lj name =)