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Why is it when I make mistakes,I cant fucking accept that I fucking did...
Im about to make another one,Except this time I know what im doing is wrong...
But do I care....
NO
I pick up my car tommorow mid day.
Which means I miss my FUCKING photoshoot.
I'm hoping we can move everything to thursday.
I'm REALLLLLLY hoping.
GRRRRRR
I'm having those anger issues I did last year to where I cannot control what I do.
I havent drank in awhile,& I believe I need to.
I havent eaten in 4 days.
I feel great.
I NEED FUCKING ALCOHAL.
I dont see myself when I look at me,
I see someone who is full of anger
I have changed,Im not the same person anymore.
I burnt alot of photos today.
Just to make me laugh.
It worked.
My friend is having the same issue.
We need to drink.
Tommorow as SOON as I get my car,
Im going straight to her house and we are getting bombed.
thinking about that makes me smile REALLLLLL big.