*.......why is it human nature to always want what we can't have???
so i haven't written in here for awhile... not much has gone on since... been goin to school and track... nothing too great... today got to the mall after practice to get my stuff for prom... im wearin maria's dress... so i got my jewlery (necklace, earrings, bracelet), hair stuff, shoes and a purse, and my make-up... i dont know if i like everything... like everything looks right with the dress, but theres just something that i dont like and i cant figure it out... but whatever i guess.... its not even my prom in the first place... so yeah... o and i sent my poster in to state college like forever ago... they're doing the judging on may 7 and if i win, they send me a letter, but dont tell me the place i get... i have to go to an awards ceremony in state college on june 4 and they announce the places... which i think is kinda retarded... but hey... whatever... so im kinda lookin forward to see if i win... cuz i kinda need the money to fund my activities for this summer.... ocean city in particular... im so lookin forward to it... me and missy are gonna have a BLAST.... i cant waiiiit! then the relay is gonna be a blast too if its like anything like last year's.... yup... i cant wait til summer, it's gonna kick ass this year... NOTHING like last year's... i thought i was gonna kill myself last summer... it was horrible... im just glad that all this crap's almost over... but-- im gonna go and get sumthin to eat... later*
*im just worried that i won't get to see your face light up again...