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So. Tonight is my first night off from the second job in a long time. I just finished a test via the internet and now I have nothing to do. There's a group ride I considered taking part in but I can't stop thinking about all the work I have to do in this house! Have I mentioned its, currently, a terrible wreck? I've been working so much/studying for my last week that I haven't kept up on a single thing. Not to mention the dryer has been broken for almost two weeks now. I feel like the ladies from Grey Gardens. My apartment is a masterpiece (on a normal day), and I've let it turn to shambles lately. I feel awful when I let the space/abundance of stuff take over, because I'm so lucky to have such a nice place to stay. Have you ever watched the Real World and got really pissed that the kids who live in those bad ass houses don't take care of them? I always think "if I were in such a sweet place I would want it to look good while i was there- not just when i arrived." And here I am sitting in a mess. And there's just so much work to do I dont know where to start. I have two weeks of laundry in the laundry room over flowing in the hampers. I have a trash bin next to the bed full of tissues from allergies constantly acting up that should've been taken out with last weeks trash. Tonight is trash night though. At least there's somethings I can do immediately. The laundry will take quite awhile. Hopefully the neighbors let me use their clothes line to dry. I have at least a weeks worth of dishes to take care of. My mother would kill me. See, we even have a dishwasher. I've been too exhausted to do something as simple as load and unload a dishwasher. The sink is full. I hate it. I just close my bedroom door so I can't see into the kitchen and try to spend as little time as possible in there so I don't have to look at it. I just need to take care of it! My bathroom is awful. If it were the only bathroom in the house I'd be terribly embarrassed. But maybe not. I sometimes think if it were the only one I wouldn't leave my stuff everywhere. Ughhh. I hate housework recently. Sometimes if I'm in the right mood I could clean a million and one things. But lately I could just live like Little Edie.
I guess it's almost ten. So I'll start by compiling anything I consider garbage and take it out to the curb, and maybe I'll follow with getting dishes in the dishwasher. I love stopping by here to complain. In a year I'll look back and miss this place/wish I had it to complain about. Wish me luck!
I guess it's almost ten. So I'll start by compiling anything I consider garbage and take it out to the curb, and maybe I'll follow with getting dishes in the dishwasher. I love stopping by here to complain. In a year I'll look back and miss this place/wish I had it to complain about. Wish me luck!