ugh...
well, seeing as how i was already sad... i decided why not go back and read some entries on my journal... remind myself of the good ol days and i realized something aside this problem ive been rambling about for the past week which i am still trying to deal with, i wanna move to Roanoke. i love it there, out of all my entries thats the happiest ive been... starting over would be so nice, i think thats the only way i can forget. once i turn 18 im outta here, i hate this hell hole, but then im goin to Durham, so Roanoke is after college, but im gonna live there. just a few more years here then its all done. i mean aside from a few friends who would notice i was gone? i dont wanna be here, practically nobody wants me here.. if there was any way possible i could talk my mom into moving i would so do it. seriously, starting completely over is the only way im going to be able to get over this one week, so i have to give up 14 years to recover from 7 days. odd isnt it? but true.
-Brittany
-Brittany