letting go.
This is the first entry I'm making for the world to see! I've always thought that a journal is such a final sentence, where the completely unknown is suddenly titled. I love it. In that book under my bed I can be honest about myself and unfortunately that's what makes it so damn scary! I've promised that whatever I feel like writing on this is going down! Keep posted, its gonna be fun hehe. Lately I've had a craving to express myself more openly and extravagantly than ever before - no doubt, its definately Jason. He reminded me what it is to have passion. What an incredible word. I have it, for art and music and most importantly for the "future". It went away for a while. I hate the past, it can go to bloody hell! Never thought I could let go... of the mistakes, of the heartache. But I'm moving transcanada to be with the most incredible man I've ever known. Everything I "Crave" is there - my whole world is in that shoreline city, and I'm ready for it all. People tell me I'm so young, there are other people. "shutup"! lol There may as well be a frigging ring around this finger because I never thought I was capable of such devotion! 4000 miles? He's crossing them all, to see me. good lord! Loong entry....
"You don't know what it's like to love somebody, to love somebody, the way I Love You"
"You don't know what it's like to love somebody, to love somebody, the way I Love You"