tired, but not sleepy
I feel like a little girl, I can't seem to shut my eyes and turn off my mind and just fall asleep! I really should, because in four hours I'm getting up and getting ready to go to the airport.... the airport? Holy Shit, I'm going to see Jason again for the first time in two months in just... ELEVEN HOURS?? Oh well, my nerves were shot a loong time ago! I've been excited for the last two months for this one day - and I've been patient. But I'm sick of being excited! Jason, get your ass here so I can tie you up in my closet and never let you leave haha. Allright, this clearly isn't helping me. I'll try for sleep again.