Mar 09, 2008 23:45
idk what exactly im writing about. i think im just writing because you didnt answer your phone..
anyway. i remember a couple of years ago, when i thought the concept of "finding oneself" was the dumbest thing i had ever heard. i didnt understand what you needed to find. you are who you are, right? well now, more than ever, i get it.
in this time of limbo. i dont know where im going to college. i dont know where my relationships are going. nothing is certain. i guess that can be said at any time, but i feel it now.
especially with the recent passing of jared blue, i have become so thoughtful. i dont think anyone will be able to accept the fact that something so terrible could happen to such a good person. i feel so blessed to have had the short time i had with him. if he wasnt in little mermaid, i would have never met him. he just would have been that tall guy in the class above me.
this entry is not cohesive in any matter. its very "stream of consciousness" as bogey would say.
phone. mmmm.
awesome...