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ok, heres an update on this crazy life!
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today is my birthday, im real excited to be 20...even though next year is the big one! i had a decent day
school isnt going so great. i love UWF, but im pretty sure im gonna fail my classes. they are way to hard for this brittany. :( but i also know it would be a major accomplishment if i did pass....but things arnt looking too great as of now.
im working 2 jobs...they are a handful to say the least. oops is...well oops. lol. its my home away from home. and ruby tuesdays is sucha drag. last week i was thinking about quitting. it really does suck. like the people there are bitches...seriously. the drama there is worse than oops, all the kitchen folk seem to be on drugs...its rediculious and suprising. there is only a select few there i like. but things are slowly getting better...so hopefully ill be able to keep up with it all. working that much doesnt really help with my school stuff, but im trying to make it work because im determined to be fully independant...and im so ready!
and many of ya are asking about the new guy, josh. well....we are friends. i met him last friday night and it was sort of lust at first sight...or the closest thing to it. he is extremely attractive (a lot more in person, fo sho) he lives in south dakota but he came down here for vacation and he left yesterday. so it was short andsweet....whatever it was. he is a really nice guy, one of the nicest i have met here recently. he gave me his necklace he was wearing when we first met which was the nicest thing any guy has ever done for me. i found out later that he actually made it. which is cool. but we hung out saturday night and sunday night. sunday night i went to his hotel for a bit. i was kinda skeptical about going cuz i didnt wanna end up being pressured to do anything i would regret but i figured i should hang out with him cuz he wanted me too and i wouldnt see him in a long time. so i went over and we watched tv and kissed and cuddled...it was the sweetest night ever! he didnt pressure me to do anything, and he didnt make me feel uncomfortable at all...it was so safe. ya know? i wish i could have had more time to spend with him...even though, i dont really like him the way he wants me to. things just went too fast for me, and after what happened to me before...slower is a lot better. but he calls me all the time, even after sunday night which makes me think he wasnt just trying to use me. ya know? my only complaints about him is his northern accent...it drives me crazy! i hate it! and he calls drinks "pop" and it bothers me soooo bad! and there is another thing....its gonna hit ya hard i can tell. hes 30. but he so doesnt look 30. but that kinda creeps me out....my mom is 7 years older than him! isnt that weird???? he kept asking me over and over if the age thing bothered me...which made me think it really bothered him. but we had such a connection, that it didnt really seem to matter. ok ok, enough of the boy business...i so dont need a relationship right now and i dont really want one...ESPECIALLY a long distance one. but he might be coming back in a few months....we will see....
thats about it for me!
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today is my birthday, im real excited to be 20...even though next year is the big one! i had a decent day
school isnt going so great. i love UWF, but im pretty sure im gonna fail my classes. they are way to hard for this brittany. :( but i also know it would be a major accomplishment if i did pass....but things arnt looking too great as of now.
im working 2 jobs...they are a handful to say the least. oops is...well oops. lol. its my home away from home. and ruby tuesdays is sucha drag. last week i was thinking about quitting. it really does suck. like the people there are bitches...seriously. the drama there is worse than oops, all the kitchen folk seem to be on drugs...its rediculious and suprising. there is only a select few there i like. but things are slowly getting better...so hopefully ill be able to keep up with it all. working that much doesnt really help with my school stuff, but im trying to make it work because im determined to be fully independant...and im so ready!
and many of ya are asking about the new guy, josh. well....we are friends. i met him last friday night and it was sort of lust at first sight...or the closest thing to it. he is extremely attractive (a lot more in person, fo sho) he lives in south dakota but he came down here for vacation and he left yesterday. so it was short andsweet....whatever it was. he is a really nice guy, one of the nicest i have met here recently. he gave me his necklace he was wearing when we first met which was the nicest thing any guy has ever done for me. i found out later that he actually made it. which is cool. but we hung out saturday night and sunday night. sunday night i went to his hotel for a bit. i was kinda skeptical about going cuz i didnt wanna end up being pressured to do anything i would regret but i figured i should hang out with him cuz he wanted me too and i wouldnt see him in a long time. so i went over and we watched tv and kissed and cuddled...it was the sweetest night ever! he didnt pressure me to do anything, and he didnt make me feel uncomfortable at all...it was so safe. ya know? i wish i could have had more time to spend with him...even though, i dont really like him the way he wants me to. things just went too fast for me, and after what happened to me before...slower is a lot better. but he calls me all the time, even after sunday night which makes me think he wasnt just trying to use me. ya know? my only complaints about him is his northern accent...it drives me crazy! i hate it! and he calls drinks "pop" and it bothers me soooo bad! and there is another thing....its gonna hit ya hard i can tell. hes 30. but he so doesnt look 30. but that kinda creeps me out....my mom is 7 years older than him! isnt that weird???? he kept asking me over and over if the age thing bothered me...which made me think it really bothered him. but we had such a connection, that it didnt really seem to matter. ok ok, enough of the boy business...i so dont need a relationship right now and i dont really want one...ESPECIALLY a long distance one. but he might be coming back in a few months....we will see....
thats about it for me!
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