Holiday spirit!
Well, I'm completely done Christmas shopping and done with wrapping the gifts and such. I'm really happy with what I got and did for everyone. I feel very giving & that's what Christmas is all about. Love, peace, joy, giving & feeling happiness. I love Christmas. I had t work today, but what got me through was knowing when I get home, I'd have the feeling of a home and not just a house.
I have to work tommorow too. I was really sad when I heard that. Although, it's only 3 hours in the evening, 4:30 - 7:30. Today me, my mom and Nick dropped off our gifts to my Grammy's house to my Gram, Kristin, Ray and Hunter and we got our gifts. I loved everything I got. I'm sure everyone liked what they got.
Alex is up at his Mom's house til Tuesday, he's been up there since saturday (yesterday). I miss him so much. I can't see him until Tuesday or Wednesday. He's sleeping over Wednesday which I'm veryy excited for!
Alright, so right now I'm online, updating this, watching Lord of the Ring with my brother Nick and my Mother is gone to get my brother Matt to spend the night over here to wake up on Christmas here. I'm glad!
Britt 4 Babe 22: so, you and your dad see eachother more than before?
fireflly y 7: yeah
fireflly y 7: he gives me money now
Britt 4 Babe 22: that's good.
Britt 4 Babe 22: to me thats the best christmas present.
Britt 4 Babe 22: getting my dad.
Britt 4 Babe 22: ah, dads are a touchy subject to me
Britt 4 Babe 22: i maybe see mine like 5 times out of the year.
Britt 4 Babe 22: for a half hour total.
Britt 4 Babe 22: =[
fireflly y 7: =[
Britt 4 Babe 22: yeah. i saw him today
Britt 4 Babe 22: and gave him a christmas present
Britt 4 Babe 22: and we had to go.
Britt 4 Babe 22: i wanted to just stay and hug him forever.
Britt 4 Babe 22: but, i just feel like ive lost that with him
Britt 4 Babe 22: i know he wants it and i want it too, but its just like long gone.
Britt 4 Babe 22: he wants me to call him more and talk to him, but i dont know what to say
Britt 4 Babe 22: im going to try though, because i know if i ever lose him without making our relationship as strong as it use to be when i was a little girl, id hate myself forever,
Britt 4 Babe 22: IDK WHYYY im like crying about this to you randomly.
Britt 4 Babe 22: but yup, im done lol
fireflly y 7: awwwwww
fireflly y 7: =[ =[
fireflly y 7: it's ok britt, we all have daddy issues.
fireflly y 7: that's why we need to whip our men into shape, so there can be more better daddy's:-)
i miss my dad.
I have to work tommorow too. I was really sad when I heard that. Although, it's only 3 hours in the evening, 4:30 - 7:30. Today me, my mom and Nick dropped off our gifts to my Grammy's house to my Gram, Kristin, Ray and Hunter and we got our gifts. I loved everything I got. I'm sure everyone liked what they got.
Alex is up at his Mom's house til Tuesday, he's been up there since saturday (yesterday). I miss him so much. I can't see him until Tuesday or Wednesday. He's sleeping over Wednesday which I'm veryy excited for!
Alright, so right now I'm online, updating this, watching Lord of the Ring with my brother Nick and my Mother is gone to get my brother Matt to spend the night over here to wake up on Christmas here. I'm glad!
Britt 4 Babe 22: so, you and your dad see eachother more than before?
fireflly y 7: yeah
fireflly y 7: he gives me money now
Britt 4 Babe 22: that's good.
Britt 4 Babe 22: to me thats the best christmas present.
Britt 4 Babe 22: getting my dad.
Britt 4 Babe 22: ah, dads are a touchy subject to me
Britt 4 Babe 22: i maybe see mine like 5 times out of the year.
Britt 4 Babe 22: for a half hour total.
Britt 4 Babe 22: =[
fireflly y 7: =[
Britt 4 Babe 22: yeah. i saw him today
Britt 4 Babe 22: and gave him a christmas present
Britt 4 Babe 22: and we had to go.
Britt 4 Babe 22: i wanted to just stay and hug him forever.
Britt 4 Babe 22: but, i just feel like ive lost that with him
Britt 4 Babe 22: i know he wants it and i want it too, but its just like long gone.
Britt 4 Babe 22: he wants me to call him more and talk to him, but i dont know what to say
Britt 4 Babe 22: im going to try though, because i know if i ever lose him without making our relationship as strong as it use to be when i was a little girl, id hate myself forever,
Britt 4 Babe 22: IDK WHYYY im like crying about this to you randomly.
Britt 4 Babe 22: but yup, im done lol
fireflly y 7: awwwwww
fireflly y 7: =[ =[
fireflly y 7: it's ok britt, we all have daddy issues.
fireflly y 7: that's why we need to whip our men into shape, so there can be more better daddy's:-)
i miss my dad.