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Sooo, today at 3:12am, I became sort of an Auntie again... Even though I havent met my real niece yet. But yeah, Kristin had her baby. Hes 8 lbs and 4 ounces. Its very cute! I went to school though, even though I came home around 4:30am and didnt get to bed til 5am, buuut woke up at 6:30 to go to school. It sucked a lot! Then I couldnt go up to the hospital since I needed another metro card thingy, that sucked as well.
Me & a certain friend tried to work an argument out, buut she wont listen. I know Id get aggrivated if people told me I changed over and over again, but if it was a group of people who hasnt been friends with me for awhile but also a group of people I CONSIDERED my friends, Id take atleast some thought of it to mind, not act like the victim. She is still loud, cute, funny .. but shes doing things to herself that the old her wouldnt. I am really worried. Ive been her friend for awhile. I miss her, even though I shouldnt. She hasnt made any real effort to hang out with me or talk to me and even when I do see her, its nothing all that great. Times change people change. I need to move on and get over it and try my best.
On a lighter MUCH better note, Im joining Planet Fitness. I have always been uncomfortable about my weight and looks & never really took too much effort into do anything this great. Im really proud of myself. Minus thanksgiving, since IM ALLOWED Im going to start eating healthier and exercising regularly. Its only 10 bucks a month and Im going to through in an extra five so I can go tanning a bit. I feel Im way too pale and will only start to get paler during winter.
I want to look my best at the very beginning of summer, or maybe even before. Best yet, I want to feel mature and not worry about little things like I do now and focus a lot more during my Senior year. I cant wait til I can see what everyone else sees in me. Alex is there supporting me every bit of the way, even though hes a little sad, since he doesnt want me to change but its better for my own health as well.
Me & a certain friend tried to work an argument out, buut she wont listen. I know Id get aggrivated if people told me I changed over and over again, but if it was a group of people who hasnt been friends with me for awhile but also a group of people I CONSIDERED my friends, Id take atleast some thought of it to mind, not act like the victim. She is still loud, cute, funny .. but shes doing things to herself that the old her wouldnt. I am really worried. Ive been her friend for awhile. I miss her, even though I shouldnt. She hasnt made any real effort to hang out with me or talk to me and even when I do see her, its nothing all that great. Times change people change. I need to move on and get over it and try my best.
On a lighter MUCH better note, Im joining Planet Fitness. I have always been uncomfortable about my weight and looks & never really took too much effort into do anything this great. Im really proud of myself. Minus thanksgiving, since IM ALLOWED Im going to start eating healthier and exercising regularly. Its only 10 bucks a month and Im going to through in an extra five so I can go tanning a bit. I feel Im way too pale and will only start to get paler during winter.
I want to look my best at the very beginning of summer, or maybe even before. Best yet, I want to feel mature and not worry about little things like I do now and focus a lot more during my Senior year. I cant wait til I can see what everyone else sees in me. Alex is there supporting me every bit of the way, even though hes a little sad, since he doesnt want me to change but its better for my own health as well.