Don't you let me fall
In the end everyone will be alone. You don't need other people to help you through life, and I understand that now. I can see that all you really need in life is food, water, and oxygen. You can survive without friends and lovers and still make it by.
Do I enjoy having friends to talk to and hangout with? Of course I do and I love the friends that I do have for the most part. I was scared about going to Orlando because I didn't want to leave my friends and be a responsible lonely adult and now I could care less. I'm totally ready to go again and I wont let anything or anyone keep me here. I want one person to move with me, and if they don't oh well.
When something happens in your life you usually go off course for a little bit and then end up re routing and going back to normal. You change or thought process and usually grow up a little bit and breath in and back out. Everything seems like the world is coming to an end and NOTHING could be worse then what has happend to you. In a few days, weeks, or months you look back and think "Wow, that wasn't really a big deal at all and I could live with doing that all over with."
"This too shall pass..."
"God wont give you more than you can handle..." etc
When life gets you down, make yourself happy and thats what I intend on doing. Perhaps with less friends and less laughter but I will laugh and have more friends again. You cant put all your happiness into one person and you can't expect that person to never let you down. Usually when you do those two things you just set yourself up for failure. I have no made a choice in this point in life to just focus on the important things that will actually matter later down the road. The way I treat my body, the people I hang around, where I go, how I display myself, working hard, the words I let fly out of my mouth, and who I choose to love and how I play that out. I wont be dating anyone for a while and if I do end up dating someone they have to have certain things straight, no if ands or buts about it. I don't care the reason either.
I am going to start eating 100% healthy no matter what, no more soda and like no sugar. I am not going to let boys and new friends control my life or how I think. I'm going to start saving up more money instead of blowing it on stupid things that wont make me happy. I am going to get myself out of this town and out of this dumb. I am going to start painting again, and singing. I am going to make myself happy and worry about me. I'm not saying I'm going to be selfish and only think about me, me, me... I'm saying that in order to ever be truly happy you have to be happy with yourself first. I am finally getting comfortable in my own skin and realizing that I can't rely on other people to help me along.
So, if you would like to stick around for this be my guest if not talk a walk out of my life now since other people have already started you can join them. No big deal.
Do I enjoy having friends to talk to and hangout with? Of course I do and I love the friends that I do have for the most part. I was scared about going to Orlando because I didn't want to leave my friends and be a responsible lonely adult and now I could care less. I'm totally ready to go again and I wont let anything or anyone keep me here. I want one person to move with me, and if they don't oh well.
When something happens in your life you usually go off course for a little bit and then end up re routing and going back to normal. You change or thought process and usually grow up a little bit and breath in and back out. Everything seems like the world is coming to an end and NOTHING could be worse then what has happend to you. In a few days, weeks, or months you look back and think "Wow, that wasn't really a big deal at all and I could live with doing that all over with."
"This too shall pass..."
"God wont give you more than you can handle..." etc
When life gets you down, make yourself happy and thats what I intend on doing. Perhaps with less friends and less laughter but I will laugh and have more friends again. You cant put all your happiness into one person and you can't expect that person to never let you down. Usually when you do those two things you just set yourself up for failure. I have no made a choice in this point in life to just focus on the important things that will actually matter later down the road. The way I treat my body, the people I hang around, where I go, how I display myself, working hard, the words I let fly out of my mouth, and who I choose to love and how I play that out. I wont be dating anyone for a while and if I do end up dating someone they have to have certain things straight, no if ands or buts about it. I don't care the reason either.
I am going to start eating 100% healthy no matter what, no more soda and like no sugar. I am not going to let boys and new friends control my life or how I think. I'm going to start saving up more money instead of blowing it on stupid things that wont make me happy. I am going to get myself out of this town and out of this dumb. I am going to start painting again, and singing. I am going to make myself happy and worry about me. I'm not saying I'm going to be selfish and only think about me, me, me... I'm saying that in order to ever be truly happy you have to be happy with yourself first. I am finally getting comfortable in my own skin and realizing that I can't rely on other people to help me along.
So, if you would like to stick around for this be my guest if not talk a walk out of my life now since other people have already started you can join them. No big deal.