When you love

[brittannnnny]

People think that you can do whatever you want when you love someone, that you'll be forgiven by just saying sorry. The fact that you had another girl over when you're single isn't what bothers me. The fact that you swear up and down that you love me and don't want anyone else but me is what pisses me off, and hurts. I don't understand how you can do that. The only thing I can think of now is if you kissed her the same way you kiss me, did you breath heavy into her ear? and whisper your deepest thoughts to her? Before you went to sleep did you roll over and tell her you loved her an kiss her goodnight? Did you sleep with her in your arms? Did you love it Jon?? Did it make you feel awesome? Did you guys have an awesome time and do awsome things??? Is she better than me? You say that all you could do was think about me, but we all know that is bullshit. If that was the case this never would have happened. You don't love her, you don't have history with her, there's nothing to be settled, theres nothing. Does she know that you just used her? Does she even care? I'm sick and tired of you and your stupid fucking sluts. I will never ever forget this, and I probably will never look at you the same. Sara was right, I never should have let my guard down, I should have always expected you to do this. This sir, this is a disaster. I can't stop being pissed off. I can't handle this. I can't handle you. I don't even want to look at you.

How the fuck could you do this? How the fuck?
I don't think "we'll" ever be the same, let alone ever be an us again. I don't know how you expect me to just let this go and forgive you.

I hope you fucking had fun with your slut, and I hope she's there for you when you need someone, I hope your mom likes her, I hope you love her, I hope you come back from Indiana for her because we all know you do nothing for me.

Love? Well love my friend is just a myth.

Ain't got no love in me.