damn it
april somehow is starting to suck.
im missing people that i have no reason to miss. at all.
and im beging to feel left out, which i have never felt before.
it's just like when im around my friends im the center of attention like normal, but im the one sleeping alone at night.
truth is i think i miss shaun, and i know why i pushed him away. well atleast i think it's shaun, everyone else has always just been assholes to me...even if we were together, and when i had a great boy who really cared for me i didn't want him, and i turned him into the bigest asshole ever.i hate when that happends. i supose my mother was right, iam never satisfied.
the saying "you don't know what you have untill it's gone" is very true in the story.
i just wish i could have seen this from the begining
im missing people that i have no reason to miss. at all.
and im beging to feel left out, which i have never felt before.
it's just like when im around my friends im the center of attention like normal, but im the one sleeping alone at night.
truth is i think i miss shaun, and i know why i pushed him away. well atleast i think it's shaun, everyone else has always just been assholes to me...even if we were together, and when i had a great boy who really cared for me i didn't want him, and i turned him into the bigest asshole ever.i hate when that happends. i supose my mother was right, iam never satisfied.
the saying "you don't know what you have untill it's gone" is very true in the story.
i just wish i could have seen this from the begining