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Well, its 2:11 am, I've just finished a scarf and started a hat for my niece. I've just painted my nails so I'm not really able to go to bed without getting that annoying sheet print in the polish. Second part to the Taylor saga... now they're not letting me finish my courses. Intriguing... my two least favorite people in the United States at this moment (yes, beating out George W. Bush and Adam Waterhouse) are Lori Slater and Heather Sommers. Are they trying to make me suicidal? Or just dizzy from the spin that they've put over all of this and how fast they've ping-ponged me back and forth between them? Seriously. I don't believe that they're separate people. They call for each other and cite one another... Not happy. Unfortunately for them, since I couldn't solve this on my own, Daddy is getting involved. And that spells some serious t-r-o-u-b-l-e for anyone on the receiving end of his wrath. Makes me nervous, though. I could very well end up being that person. I don't see why at this point but really, axes seem to be falling from the sky these days. From the crises before to now my uncle has just had his large intestine removed. Entirely, it seems. I didn't know that was possible.
I don't know. Really, I'm done with Taylor. Entirely. If they try to call me for money I will laugh at them and proceed to explain what, if I donated, I would like my money to be used for. Educating the administration on how to deal with mental illnesses and maybe giving the counseling center a little boost on, say, staying in contact with high-risk students especially if they DISAPPEAR FROM SCHOOL. Seriously. Heather was telling me how they didn't know where I was. Um, first off, my PA knew. Second off, if a student goes missing, especially a potentially suicidal one, wouldn't that be cause for alarm? Anyone? Am I being unreasonable?
So, my dad wants a chart of whom I've talked to. Who belongs to housing and who belongs to the academic side. Everyone's titles and duties. Here's the funny thing, I can't really tell. Lori seems to have her nose in everything and Heather, well, what the crap is the Off-Campus Program Director doing telling me that my absences aren't excused?! Really, who's turning me down? And why did they give my room away without consulting me? Or decide that I was withdrawing without contacting me? And when is my residence hall director going to actually speak to me since I've left several messages by now? Seriously, this is almost not worth the stress and if I hadn't pissed away the evening by crocheting and watching TV I'm sure my anger could be a hell of a lot more righteous right now instead of self-righteous. Truth be told, I'm going shopping with Jenn tomorrow starting at 9. I'm thinking no. Maybe I can talk her into coming back later? I'm going to have to be up working on these info sheets for my dad, anyways.
I just want this to end. And I don't want to be reticent to sleep just because that means I'll have to face tomorrow...
- BWC
I don't know. Really, I'm done with Taylor. Entirely. If they try to call me for money I will laugh at them and proceed to explain what, if I donated, I would like my money to be used for. Educating the administration on how to deal with mental illnesses and maybe giving the counseling center a little boost on, say, staying in contact with high-risk students especially if they DISAPPEAR FROM SCHOOL. Seriously. Heather was telling me how they didn't know where I was. Um, first off, my PA knew. Second off, if a student goes missing, especially a potentially suicidal one, wouldn't that be cause for alarm? Anyone? Am I being unreasonable?
So, my dad wants a chart of whom I've talked to. Who belongs to housing and who belongs to the academic side. Everyone's titles and duties. Here's the funny thing, I can't really tell. Lori seems to have her nose in everything and Heather, well, what the crap is the Off-Campus Program Director doing telling me that my absences aren't excused?! Really, who's turning me down? And why did they give my room away without consulting me? Or decide that I was withdrawing without contacting me? And when is my residence hall director going to actually speak to me since I've left several messages by now? Seriously, this is almost not worth the stress and if I hadn't pissed away the evening by crocheting and watching TV I'm sure my anger could be a hell of a lot more righteous right now instead of self-righteous. Truth be told, I'm going shopping with Jenn tomorrow starting at 9. I'm thinking no. Maybe I can talk her into coming back later? I'm going to have to be up working on these info sheets for my dad, anyways.
I just want this to end. And I don't want to be reticent to sleep just because that means I'll have to face tomorrow...
- BWC