what i am..
Here are some things that i think people should know about me if they dont already
there is nothing more in the world that i hate more than a liar. they are cowards and too afraid of what the truth may bring. i take responsibilities for my actions and would NEVER lie to someone i love. I have trust issues. I have a big heart. I love when people call me randomly to do something. I hate confrontations with people and try to avoid them at all costs, but if you fuck with me enough i will stand up for myself and i will not be afraid of my own truth. I am sensitive. I am only human and can only take so much before i unravel at the seams. I cry and am not afraid to show how i feel. i wear my heart on my sleeve. Im scared of change but i encourage change to grow. I know my own flaws but dont know how to fix them. I think and analyze everything WAY to much. I miss my friends. I miss my grandpa everyday. I love my family and i DO consider my parents two of my best friends. I am happy when i am in water, it relaxs me and i am free. I love being competitive and not even trying it is as though i am competing for everything i do. I love with everything that i am, im devoted and give myself completely when i love. When i fall i fall hard. I get lonely. Im a closet girly girl but as low maintence as it comes. I am addicted to purses and i cant be stopped. I remember everything. I have my own insecurities that i try to deal with everyday. I try. I love school. I hate money and the way it can ruin everything. Im a hopeless romantic and cherish every new moment probably more than i should. I am now scared of drivin because i was almost killed in a car accident. I hold grudges even though i know i shouldnt. I love aqua blue and its my favorite color along with red. I love daisies. I love being surprised but seldom am because i figure everything out. I am a good listener and i think at least that i can give pretty good advice. I am loyal. I would never steal money from anyone except if it's quarters cause they are like gold to me. i love babies and think about what they will be like one day when i have my own. I believe in fairytales. I do not go to church often but do believe in god and i do have my own faith. For some odd reason i am obsessed with lindsay lohan and rachel mcadams. I am silly and sarcastic and a goofball around the people i love. I get mad easily i was never a jealous person until i had my heartbroken a long time ago. I love sports and miss playing competively and having people look up to me. I am a girlfriend that loves her boyfriend with every piece of my soul. I get moody when im scared and i put up walls and i wait for you to take them crashing down. I wanna life with my boyfriend i wanna get through college and be with him just us somewhere away from this place. Love is not always easy but if it was easy than it would not be worth the while. Love/Derek is worth it. i play the piano. I sing ALL the time and would love to do something with it but i know that will never happen. I want to learn how to play guitar. I want to learn how to let go of things that need to get out of my life and not let them drag me down. I used to write. I love chick flicks or a good murder movie that makes you think with FBI agents and all that jazz. I am addicted to Law and Order Special Victims Unit. I love diet coke and cheese. I dont drink it because its diet i just think it tastes better. I shop at walmart and target and love it and also love making fun of all the gross trashy people that shop there. American Eagle and Pacific Sunwear are my stores of choice and i can do quite the damage. take it or leave it.. this is me..
there is nothing more in the world that i hate more than a liar. they are cowards and too afraid of what the truth may bring. i take responsibilities for my actions and would NEVER lie to someone i love. I have trust issues. I have a big heart. I love when people call me randomly to do something. I hate confrontations with people and try to avoid them at all costs, but if you fuck with me enough i will stand up for myself and i will not be afraid of my own truth. I am sensitive. I am only human and can only take so much before i unravel at the seams. I cry and am not afraid to show how i feel. i wear my heart on my sleeve. Im scared of change but i encourage change to grow. I know my own flaws but dont know how to fix them. I think and analyze everything WAY to much. I miss my friends. I miss my grandpa everyday. I love my family and i DO consider my parents two of my best friends. I am happy when i am in water, it relaxs me and i am free. I love being competitive and not even trying it is as though i am competing for everything i do. I love with everything that i am, im devoted and give myself completely when i love. When i fall i fall hard. I get lonely. Im a closet girly girl but as low maintence as it comes. I am addicted to purses and i cant be stopped. I remember everything. I have my own insecurities that i try to deal with everyday. I try. I love school. I hate money and the way it can ruin everything. Im a hopeless romantic and cherish every new moment probably more than i should. I am now scared of drivin because i was almost killed in a car accident. I hold grudges even though i know i shouldnt. I love aqua blue and its my favorite color along with red. I love daisies. I love being surprised but seldom am because i figure everything out. I am a good listener and i think at least that i can give pretty good advice. I am loyal. I would never steal money from anyone except if it's quarters cause they are like gold to me. i love babies and think about what they will be like one day when i have my own. I believe in fairytales. I do not go to church often but do believe in god and i do have my own faith. For some odd reason i am obsessed with lindsay lohan and rachel mcadams. I am silly and sarcastic and a goofball around the people i love. I get mad easily i was never a jealous person until i had my heartbroken a long time ago. I love sports and miss playing competively and having people look up to me. I am a girlfriend that loves her boyfriend with every piece of my soul. I get moody when im scared and i put up walls and i wait for you to take them crashing down. I wanna life with my boyfriend i wanna get through college and be with him just us somewhere away from this place. Love is not always easy but if it was easy than it would not be worth the while. Love/Derek is worth it. i play the piano. I sing ALL the time and would love to do something with it but i know that will never happen. I want to learn how to play guitar. I want to learn how to let go of things that need to get out of my life and not let them drag me down. I used to write. I love chick flicks or a good murder movie that makes you think with FBI agents and all that jazz. I am addicted to Law and Order Special Victims Unit. I love diet coke and cheese. I dont drink it because its diet i just think it tastes better. I shop at walmart and target and love it and also love making fun of all the gross trashy people that shop there. American Eagle and Pacific Sunwear are my stores of choice and i can do quite the damage. take it or leave it.. this is me..