terre haute.
wow. i'm stressed =/ august fifth i have to move to terre haute. i know i should be happy to be goin back 'home', but i'm not. i've never lived without my mom..ever in sixteen years. i have to live with my dad & i'm very frustrated with him at this time in my life. i dont understand why all the dads who leave their kids at a young age, expect us to forgive them when we are older. my dad left us when i was eight + that was hell.
i suppose i should give him a chance though. i don't wanna grow up not knowing my dad + not having any good memories as a teenager with him. my step-moms a dumb bitch, however. every time my dad and i are discussing money, the dumbass has to put her thoughts in. that pisses me off more than anything. he acts so different around her =/ HELP ME. uh.
also, my excellent father thinks i am bipolar + needs counseling. nothing like hearing that from ur dad ;| hopefully i can just get through this damn school year without having to put up with the pissy ass bitches i cant stand + my dads awful mood swings.
switching schools will definetly kill me, but hey..i have nothing left to do except run away, which i could try but i'd probably end up getting killed lol. not too street smart.
oh yes, another wonderful thing about this move is that my fuckin step-sister is a lesbian. let me remind everyone that she is my age + thats just not my idea of a good time lol :p i'll get through it all though. no more feelin sorry for self lol.
i painted my room at my dads house. that was a bitch, lemme tell ya. i picked this color, which i thought would match my comforter +.. it doesnt haha. so i believe my mom is taking me to get a matching comforter here soon. uh, chaos.
i went to the lawrence county 4-h fair last night. that was flippin awesome. my friend, chris's, band played last night. that rock. it was battle of the bands night or something or other. so many hot emo kids. ah ;] lol. so i was lovin life. ashton, my favorite gay friend, and i were scoping out the hotties. nothing beats that haha ;D
well, i would type more but my wrist is hurting like a mother. leave me love kids.
oh yeah.. im goin to warped tour in august with a friend, tyler, from ohio :] FUN! lol.
i suppose i should give him a chance though. i don't wanna grow up not knowing my dad + not having any good memories as a teenager with him. my step-moms a dumb bitch, however. every time my dad and i are discussing money, the dumbass has to put her thoughts in. that pisses me off more than anything. he acts so different around her =/ HELP ME. uh.
also, my excellent father thinks i am bipolar + needs counseling. nothing like hearing that from ur dad ;| hopefully i can just get through this damn school year without having to put up with the pissy ass bitches i cant stand + my dads awful mood swings.
switching schools will definetly kill me, but hey..i have nothing left to do except run away, which i could try but i'd probably end up getting killed lol. not too street smart.
oh yes, another wonderful thing about this move is that my fuckin step-sister is a lesbian. let me remind everyone that she is my age + thats just not my idea of a good time lol :p i'll get through it all though. no more feelin sorry for self lol.
i painted my room at my dads house. that was a bitch, lemme tell ya. i picked this color, which i thought would match my comforter +.. it doesnt haha. so i believe my mom is taking me to get a matching comforter here soon. uh, chaos.
i went to the lawrence county 4-h fair last night. that was flippin awesome. my friend, chris's, band played last night. that rock. it was battle of the bands night or something or other. so many hot emo kids. ah ;] lol. so i was lovin life. ashton, my favorite gay friend, and i were scoping out the hotties. nothing beats that haha ;D
well, i would type more but my wrist is hurting like a mother. leave me love kids.
oh yeah.. im goin to warped tour in august with a friend, tyler, from ohio :] FUN! lol.