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Wow. so umm today i went to an interview for modeling/acting for the company Barbazon. So money is really tight right now, right? Yeh well I pretty much ahev the best parents. I know i say that they are annoying and crap sometimes..but they are gonna pay 1800 dollars so that i can go to classes for 6 months. Then after i knwo what im doing, they will put me in placement...and ugh i will most likely be starting my career...
Pretty awsome, even if i dont hit it big at first, its not gonna matter cuz ill still be making money either way.
The coolest thing about this is that my family is behind me on this one, completely. They like...believe in me. Now normally when money is tight and ashley or i want to do something that costs a pretty penny...my dad doesnt even have to think twice about saying no. But this time when my mom came home with the news to my dad about how much it would be...he was like "We'll find a way, I know Britt can do this." Wow..umm thats not like him to be like umm i dont care, lets do it. Im not saying my dad doesnt give us pretty much everything we want, but ugh of course we normally dont snap our fingers and get something wayyy exspensive like this. It is wayy awsome. Im pretty much EXCITED. Like this is my freakin dream. And it feels like its finally slowly coming true.
I turned these people down a couple times, but they kept calling back so my mom was like alright she will be there. It was kinda like a sign that maybe something is gonna happen and i will hit it big. I dont know why i turned these people down so many times. Maybe i was scared of something good happening cuz i dont want to leave all that i ahve ever known. But at the same time its like wow..this is a chance of a life time...not everyone gets this oppurtunity..obviously.
Wow maybe this is gonna really work out.
God please just let whats supposed to happen, happen. Please be with me through the whole thing, whether i hit it big, or not. Be there with me if i hit it big, and make sure i still keep my faith and relationship with you, or if i dont make it the first time, help me ahve the courage to get up and keep going at my dreams.
Pretty awsome, even if i dont hit it big at first, its not gonna matter cuz ill still be making money either way.
The coolest thing about this is that my family is behind me on this one, completely. They like...believe in me. Now normally when money is tight and ashley or i want to do something that costs a pretty penny...my dad doesnt even have to think twice about saying no. But this time when my mom came home with the news to my dad about how much it would be...he was like "We'll find a way, I know Britt can do this." Wow..umm thats not like him to be like umm i dont care, lets do it. Im not saying my dad doesnt give us pretty much everything we want, but ugh of course we normally dont snap our fingers and get something wayyy exspensive like this. It is wayy awsome. Im pretty much EXCITED. Like this is my freakin dream. And it feels like its finally slowly coming true.
I turned these people down a couple times, but they kept calling back so my mom was like alright she will be there. It was kinda like a sign that maybe something is gonna happen and i will hit it big. I dont know why i turned these people down so many times. Maybe i was scared of something good happening cuz i dont want to leave all that i ahve ever known. But at the same time its like wow..this is a chance of a life time...not everyone gets this oppurtunity..obviously.
Wow maybe this is gonna really work out.
God please just let whats supposed to happen, happen. Please be with me through the whole thing, whether i hit it big, or not. Be there with me if i hit it big, and make sure i still keep my faith and relationship with you, or if i dont make it the first time, help me ahve the courage to get up and keep going at my dreams.