My weekend....
Hey everyone! shew, my weekend has been exciting. Oh jolly jolly, Happy happy! well Friday-Sunday, i went camping with Robbie, Kara, Rub, Paul, Kim, Brady, Steph and them* we all had fun, we went to the mall and shit like that... Rob got Kara a beautiful bracelet! Well Sunday i went to Lakin's birthday party ;) aww, she is so cute! Her birthday is on mine, but they celebrated her's earlier. She had a Dora party ;) well when I got home, I had a great suprise! i was on the lonely side again. But its okay I guess, it aint the first time. I know that I may not act like i care, but I really do. If you only knew, how long i wished upon that star, you would understand my feelings. I never thought things could hurt u so much, all my friends have told me, but i guess i had to find out the hard way. I never knew that you would do that , but i guess i aint always right. but anywho, Christa- I hope that "she" likes you lol* Can't wait until Friday, ya know it? Everything will be all good ! But everyone, TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY! Im so happy. Its my 15th--Ginger's b-day is that too- happy birthday Ginger and Lakin! i want to celebrate it with my wish * but its done died down. I also, want to celebrate it with my family, beucase u never know, maybe the next year, they wont be there to watch you grow up and have another one. I have bad feelings about my family, because we hae already had alot of recent deaths, some that i wont ever forget, and some that just fades away. It dont seem real. I wish that every one would all die at one time. But one day, i will see them again.. i know they are watching over me, because sometimes i can feel them standing here with me, holding my head high, when it starts to go down. I love you Michael, Danny, Mommy Sue, Poppy, and to all the other ones. you are truely missed, and there is not a day goes by when i dont think about you, or want to just call and tell u how much i love you. I wish they had a telephone to where u all are at, so i could call you all the time. i know that some people may think im dumb for saying this shit, but its okay. No-one's the same, everyone is different. but Im going to go take a shower now, . comment me! I love you all
* Britt *
oo yeah, Nikkita's birthday is a day after mine! so everyone, wish her a Happy birthday, cause at this time last year, her dad died and he didn even get to celebrate it with her.