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Sorry, I haven;t updated in a few days .. I have been busy, thinking about alot of shit.. anywho, i have had an okay week .. i had an awsome weekend ! right P.p's? lol ...whew damn.. if u only knew* m.H.l shuu> makin bacon ;)) Cliff Diggers- how many was it , 3 in a row? G.d* hmm, let me think of what else .. Michelle, why cant u get up * his * driveway?lol- shew, so many memo's this weekend .. and that goes to my sis and Michelle p.p's ;)tessa, i love you gurl with alll my heart! im glad we have beomce friends again, an i promise i have u in mind;) dont ever think i am mad at you, or i hate you, cause i dont. i love ya chick ;).....this weekend, we are goin to go to the football game and then i dont know what else we are going to do, maybe go to the horseshow again =)( haha today at school , i had to use the phone, so i got Ryan's cell phone, and took it to class with me, and i called sumone and there ppl answered the phone and i was whispering and i bet they was like what in the hell.. but ahh, its okay... i called alot off ppl , court hid me lol.. thanks court ;)* anywho, last night, i was fightin with a fuckin big bitch, she sure aint little .. but yeah, she is like way way older than me, god i swear - alot of ppl in clintwood needs to grow up and get a life!- shew i was fightin with a stupid ass today too.. god, if there aint one , its another.. ya know? but anywho, i dont care about them * i care about one person, but i know they dont like me now, and i know that we can never go back to the way we were before.. if only i could go back and change alot of things, everything would be better.. i would still be excited to wake up in the mornings, knowing that i actually had a reason too.. but now, it seems like, i dont* i know that sounds really stupid, but i was really falling in love with this person, and i just wish that there was sumthing i could do.. but everythings done over with now.. we are still talking, but at least thats better than nothin.. now, that's what i wake up to in the mornings, to get to talk to him , at least once a day, just to say hey.. that means alot to me, cause i know i havent ever felt like this before, and i expecially will never hate him , or will ever turn an oppertunity down .. I would love to just be with him again.. but its okay, im doing a little bit better now, that we actually get to talk again.. but i think he is goin to move on to his ex, that is a fuckin bitch.. but i will always be here, waiting forever.....
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