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holy fuck i cant even believe this..im shaking so bad right now my whole body is just shaking...things were going soooo amazing and now there completly horrible....wow....im scared and i wanna cry so bad but my sister and the kids are here so i wont...FUCK!!...why now..why does this have to happen now..!?!?!?!?...why why why why why....im shaking and my stomach is killing me from shakin so much and i feel cold and i seriously just want to go see mike and let it all go...but i cant cause im not in cannington..i need to talk to him so bad now..i'll talk to him tomorrow...this cant be happening...not now...i need a hug right now.. :'( ...oh my my nerves are shot..i knew something was wrong when i had that really bad feeling yesterday...i knew it..and i JUST find out about it NOW...but i found out now cause i was sleeping all after school till 8:30pm...but still i hate this..i hate it a lot...her kidneys are so bad that shes peeing blood..and her back is bruised where her kidneys are from it...shes got bruises on her arms and so on..she laid charges to the person and there gonna be fired and charged...and also possibly sued..but im making her sue her cause the bitch deserves to be sued for what she did..she had no right doing that..if your gonna do something like what she did than go striaght to the persons face NOT behind there god damn back!!!!but im glad she never hit the girl cause she would have been fired and than we would have NO way to pay for my diabetic supplies and i'd have to get rid of the pump so on...i mean for pump supplies now it cost us $300.00 sometimes more PER MONTH..thats a lot of fucking money...so im glad she never hit back...she thinks she blacked out thought cause she doesnt remember some of the parts that the witnesses saw that happened...her nerves are so shot that she cries about nothing at all...she went to the police the day it happened than ahd to go to the hospital and they had a emergency ultra sound done within 24hours..and now she has to go get pictures taken at the cop shop and she has to go back to the doctors and so much more..so you see that is why im MAKING her sue the ass of the bitch....ughh im stressed right out right now i need to go and just chill out and relax so anyways ttyl