i have finally updated
i have not updated in a very very long time. well things are going just as planned in my life. i am still sick i just got over mono. which sucked really bad. i went to a pistons game and it was sweet. we were so close to the court i could hear the ball bounce, the basketball players shoes squeak, and even them catching the ball. we got in the cingular club which was awesome and even reserved parking from row.
now to switch to a different subject my life. my life has never been so bad before. i thought when my parents got a divorce that was going to be the end of my life. i cried every night wishing i had my dad. i would scream and yell i was so upset but then my mom got remarried and i thought i was going to have a heart attack. i really hate the family i live with. i am always getting in trouble for no reason. people in my house think that it is funny to lie and get me in trouble. but that wasnt even the worse part.
now i have realized how serious things have been for me. i now know how sick i really am. how ill i shouldnt be. life is coming to an end fast. people dont even think about it. i just want people to know that if they love someone they should do something about it because sooner or later they will be gone. your chance will never come back.
here is a poem i wrote last night.
Following the foot-steps of her mother,
She doesnt realize she can have another.
The pain comes to her and she cant fight,
She relieves herself of it every night.
Crying and weeping trying to go to sleep,
All she has left to do is count more sheep.
Lying awake in her bed,
She has a major pain in her head.
She only dreams of him,
And how things should have been.
She thinks about it all the time,
And wonders why her life.. why mine.
Now that I pull the trigger,
I tremble and I quiver.
Knowing that I wont be missed,
I wish we wouldnt have kissed.
Why couldnt of you just love me,
And acted like the boyfriend youre suppose to be.
Written by myself Brittany
now to switch to a different subject my life. my life has never been so bad before. i thought when my parents got a divorce that was going to be the end of my life. i cried every night wishing i had my dad. i would scream and yell i was so upset but then my mom got remarried and i thought i was going to have a heart attack. i really hate the family i live with. i am always getting in trouble for no reason. people in my house think that it is funny to lie and get me in trouble. but that wasnt even the worse part.
now i have realized how serious things have been for me. i now know how sick i really am. how ill i shouldnt be. life is coming to an end fast. people dont even think about it. i just want people to know that if they love someone they should do something about it because sooner or later they will be gone. your chance will never come back.
here is a poem i wrote last night.
Following the foot-steps of her mother,
She doesnt realize she can have another.
The pain comes to her and she cant fight,
She relieves herself of it every night.
Crying and weeping trying to go to sleep,
All she has left to do is count more sheep.
Lying awake in her bed,
She has a major pain in her head.
She only dreams of him,
And how things should have been.
She thinks about it all the time,
And wonders why her life.. why mine.
Now that I pull the trigger,
I tremble and I quiver.
Knowing that I wont be missed,
I wish we wouldnt have kissed.
Why couldnt of you just love me,
And acted like the boyfriend youre suppose to be.
Written by myself Brittany