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I didnt go to college today. I woke up with the worse head ache ever and i still have it right now. I got up today at 2:00pm. I was wishing that if i slept it would go away but no i t didnt. I dont know what is wrong. I seriously have these head aches all the time. I dont like taking medicine all the time because that is not good for you. Plus it doesnt help any way. I know there is something really wrong with me but i cant do anything about it. I dont tell any one what is really wrong with me. Like right now i have some serious problems but no one knows. Whats the point of telling my mom if she cant do anything about it. I have some medicine for some of my problems but i am allergic to it so it closes up my throat. So i cant take it with out telling someone. Next thing you know my throat closes up while i am sleeping and i die. Yeah thats not a good thing. I dont know what to do. If i tell my mom what is going on she will yell at me and i dont feel like hearing that. I hate getting yelled at.
On a different note my little sisters birthday is soon and she is having a clown. I get to paint all the little kids faces. It should be fun. Travis is invited so i hope he is able to come over. I feel like as though he is mad at me but maybe he is just having bad days lately. I dont know but i hate this feeling. I asked him if he is mad at me and he said no. But i dont know something just seems different. He hasnt been happy on the phone lately. I am just probably freaking myself out.
Well i have to go to my brothers last hockey game. Then i am going to work out, come back home, take a shower then talk to Travis on the phone when he gets off of work.
On a different note my little sisters birthday is soon and she is having a clown. I get to paint all the little kids faces. It should be fun. Travis is invited so i hope he is able to come over. I feel like as though he is mad at me but maybe he is just having bad days lately. I dont know but i hate this feeling. I asked him if he is mad at me and he said no. But i dont know something just seems different. He hasnt been happy on the phone lately. I am just probably freaking myself out.
Well i have to go to my brothers last hockey game. Then i am going to work out, come back home, take a shower then talk to Travis on the phone when he gets off of work.