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oh man this sick business is pathetic. i hate it. i mean i knew i had a weak immune system but good lord who would of thought i would be sick for more than a year. i got sick around september 10 of 2004 and i still have not gotten better. i have had better days but come on when will this stop. now with no health insurance i am totally screwed. i will not be getting better any time soon. any way i cant wait till christmas. i now what i am going to get Travis. well at least some things. the things i am going to get him costs a lot but i am not going to tell him that because i dont want him to think that he has to spend a lot of money on me. i would just be happy being with him on christmas. my feelings wont get hurt if i dont get anything. im not that type of person.
Travis and i will be going out for two months soon. i am so excited although i wont be able to see him that day because we both have work at different times. two months doesnt seem like a long time but it seems like i have known him for a lot longer than i actually have. in this short amount of time i know i can trust him with anything i say. i dont know what exactly i am feeling right now but it i a good feeling. if this is really love than i hope it will last for eternity. i am so happy i met him and continued to talk to him. he is the best boyfriend i have had and i am sure i will ever have. i am going to be with him for as long as he wants to be with me. which i hope will be forever.
well i have to help my little sister with her homework. then i am going to the gym to workout. i have to pump iron. you know, get all buff so i can beat Travis in arm wrestling. lol.
Travis and i will be going out for two months soon. i am so excited although i wont be able to see him that day because we both have work at different times. two months doesnt seem like a long time but it seems like i have known him for a lot longer than i actually have. in this short amount of time i know i can trust him with anything i say. i dont know what exactly i am feeling right now but it i a good feeling. if this is really love than i hope it will last for eternity. i am so happy i met him and continued to talk to him. he is the best boyfriend i have had and i am sure i will ever have. i am going to be with him for as long as he wants to be with me. which i hope will be forever.
well i have to help my little sister with her homework. then i am going to the gym to workout. i have to pump iron. you know, get all buff so i can beat Travis in arm wrestling. lol.