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So life has been changing alot for me lately. So many things have been happening for no reason at all and everything is getting messed up. My home life, well if you want to call the place i live at a home, it is awful. I hate coming home. This week was a nightmere. The doctors said i couldnt practice so i had to stay home. The whole reason why i do so many sports and activities is so that i dont have to be at home. Soon everything will change. I am hopefully moving in with my dad this summer and if not then i am going to find another place to live because i just cant stand it any more.
My boyfriend is the best thing in my life right now. He is just amazing. I cant even say how much he is helping me. He has no clue how happy i am just to see him everyday. No matter what kind of mood im in when i first see him by the end my mood totally changes. No matter how upset or pissed off i am he always brings a smile to my face. I dont even think that he knows how much he means to me. If it wasnt for him i would be in a hell whole. So Ben if you read this thank you for everything. You really mean alot to me. Just seeing you in class brightens up my whole day. Not to mention how happy i am to see you when we get up in the morning. Just knowing that i fall asleep with you and wake up with you right next to me is amazing. I LOVE YOU!!!!
My boyfriend is the best thing in my life right now. He is just amazing. I cant even say how much he is helping me. He has no clue how happy i am just to see him everyday. No matter what kind of mood im in when i first see him by the end my mood totally changes. No matter how upset or pissed off i am he always brings a smile to my face. I dont even think that he knows how much he means to me. If it wasnt for him i would be in a hell whole. So Ben if you read this thank you for everything. You really mean alot to me. Just seeing you in class brightens up my whole day. Not to mention how happy i am to see you when we get up in the morning. Just knowing that i fall asleep with you and wake up with you right next to me is amazing. I LOVE YOU!!!!