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[britt_420_04]

what's up everyone? not a whole lot here lately. im sooo tired right now though...its like 1:18 n i have to go to school tomorrow :( Well i switched to the army now, im going to retake my asvab to get better than a 54, even though that qualifies me for bonuses anyways, but im still going to go for a higher score. The only problem is im not sure what job in the military i want, all cause since i was little all ive ever thought is "i want military or to be a vet" never really thought about what job in the military or what job other than a vet. My recruiter is trying pretty hard to get me to sign into Intel (army intelligence) ha, funny shit. He's like, "you can do it, you have so much potential, and your really smart, you should sign in for Intel, believe me, great benefits..." bla bla bla "i wouldnt tell you to do it if i thought you couldnt cause not many ppl can do intelligence" bla bla bla, soo im lookin at Intel or medical maybe, cause u have to think of when u get out of military what jobs are available to the training you have. and medical is a big one, but intel is too, so idk. I quit doing all drugs again, don't even drink anymore. It was gettin to where i didnt know what month it was, when i had school, what days it was, no clue where a check went in one day...so i figured if i was spendin so much on it i mite want to quit. plus i have to pass another drug test, and idk i guess it got old. Things aren't too bad around the house. Im grounded for 2 more weeks for gettin in trouble two weeks ago when i didnt come home n shit, but other than that, me n dad are getting along great, me n mom...same as always, but that'll never change, im used to it. I seen Allison the other day at school n she said she seen my mom at Wal-Mart and she was cryin n she talked to her n she was cryin cause im leavin in less than two months...so maybe she does care. I know for sure my dad does, idk ill miss him more than anything. idk what id do without him. Ahh im mad at krystin...were about half way talkin to these guys, bill n jason...well im half way talkin to bill, but shes like soooooo into jason its not funny. i aint tryin to get attatched to anyone, dont want it anymore, but ya, it takes up some of my time so i hang out with him....neways...alllll she does is talk about jason, bla bla bla like she was married to him or somethin...well i just talked to her n shes like, omg i need to tell u about joe, bla bla,,,"krystin, wtf is joe, how old is he.." he works at the haunted house sometimes with us, hes 33, i was like WTF...ahh thats crazy. i kno im talkin to a 23 yr. old, n shit, but damn, 33 thats insane...well idk not really, age dont really matter if u dont care about it, but if ure obsessed with someone else, idk its confusing. god, for some reason, lately ive been thinkin about how i cant wait till i grow up get married have a kid n settle down with a home n a great kid, n a great guy...its exciting to think about shit like that lol...crazy but ya, idk im sooo ready to grow up. cant wait till i fall in love...well again...n be happy. i look forward to it. well im gettin a lil more tired each second, n i need to do another load of laundry so im goin to go
ashley...be good, miss talkin to ya
cj...same for you
ginnie...get in touch before i dont live here nemore!
neone else, idk
nite everyone

(: BrItTaNy :)