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today has been a horrible day. i woke up late, n then was on my way to work, havent stopped at my granny n papas grave in forever, cuz it always kills me, well it was pourin, n i was passin it, and it reminded me of the day that they both died, both times it was pourin the rain. soo i stopped, that set me in a bad mood all day, just cryin all the time. everything i did today at work, would always mess up, i cleaned things, n then i would spill shit every where. i was hookin up the heat well right since ppl did it wrong, and everything fell every where, i have just been a wreck today. then i think about EVERYTHING. n cj, thinkin bout him. i miss him, i need to see him like NOW haha, its depressing. awful day. ya n ashleys comin over tonite, soo yay. well im goin waitin on a phone call...
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