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not nething new lately really. same shit different day. i think im startin to b bi-polar again, or umm idk how to say it..but my mom says im really actin like it. idk y lol. i have been kinda hyper n then depressed lately kinda sorta i guess idk. just when i sit around for a few, i think. bUt ya, idk its all good i guess. i quit carin nemore. shew fuck i think i broke my hand! my mom was tryin to hit me in the leg with a baseball she SAID, n busted me right in the face so i i got pissed n punched the column on the porch, n now my hand hurts :( haha oo well. idc. im soo fuckin bored its not even funny. last night and today were hell. last nite i pretty much had to baby sit my mom, cause she took somas cause she was a nervous wreck n havin chest pains real bad, n gah she fell in the tub, i had to pick her up, she was shakin soo bad, so i had to watch her pretty much. i got up this morning late, was drivin down the road...my road like comes to a split with a hill in the middle \0/ and i hit the hill cause i was half asleep speedin to work. shew idk it was just an awful day. i missed PT this morning, supposed to b there at 830 to 1030 b at work at 11 till 6, go to PT that sgt. smith has, then feed craigs dogs, then come home n who knos, get hit in the head wit baseballs. everythins shitty lately. cant ever think straight hardley. baddd headaches again, real bad. i almost had to pull over earlier cause i was gettin real dizzy n i couldnt see cause my head was hurtin so bad. its crazy. my gmas in pretty bad shape, idk just a bunch of shit. but ya, im gonna go cause im tired of typin my hands hurtin...
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