Nov 05, 2005 22:15
i havent updated in a while... so anyway i dont even no if people read this but oh well im bored so i'll write in this thingg anyway!! i hate it when people like lie to you , its the worst thing ever like its soo dumb i dont know why u cant tell the truth and its even worse when your caught in a lie!! like why cant you just tell the freaking truth i mean it saves soo much drama , and people getting mad at you! ugh i wish things where the way they use to be like dont get me wrong i dont hate farmingdale but i just miss monroe soo much and i wanna move back like ive been thro soo much change this pass two summers like last summer was the wrost SUMMER OF MY LIFE!! so that was a BIG CHANGE then this summer i had to move change schools and like losse all my friends so more change , ive decided that i hate summer bc this past two summers have SUCKED soo much , i mean you would think with all the stuff that happen in summer of 2004 thats enough change , but it doesnt stop there so i've decied that summers suck and i hate them!! yeah i know i use to lovvvvve summmer and now i hate them i mean ugh i hate JULY like july is the wrost month ever , it should just be skipped over or maybe that one day should be skipped over cause IT tottaly suckked , i mean seeing it happen and now looking back on it , but im glad that mmy friends were there for me cause without them i probaly wouldnt have surrived!! yeah those are the times when you figure out who ur true friends are , i mean now that i look back at 8th grade theres some points where i wish i hadnt done the things i did , you no i wish i could earse all my mistakes from 8th grade cause it would have saved alot of HEARTBREAKS , FIGHTS , BACKSTABBING AND DRAMA but i mean u learn from ur mistakes, but still heartbreaks suck so much like its the wrost feeling u could ever feel or likeing someone that doesnt like you back i think that one DEFF wins , and fights with friends ugh its horrible i mean yeah ur gonna fight with ur friends but ur always there for each other in the end , and whats life without a little bit of darma?? and what about the backstabbing and talking about each other , girls can be soo mean! and guys can be such heartbreakers but its what they do , but thats why you have your friends , there always there for you no matter what , i mean without some of my good friends during 8th grade i porbaly would of had a meltdownnnn , i think the most darma probaly happend around THE 8TH GRADE DANCE i mean whos takeing who , whos dicthing who , whos wearing what , whos lieing to someone , whos asking people to the dance then 3 days before dumping them and takeing someone else, whos getting who back , i mean that probaly was the most darma , i think that the most fights and backstabbing was when me and sarah started that rumor about abby and amanda :( that WAS THE STUPIEDEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE okay no the 2nd the first thing was GOING OVER MAGGIES HOUSE ugh HORRIBLE WEEKEND THAT WAS!! but im glad my friends were there for me anyway some things in 8th grade i just wish never happend like staring that rumor:( ( if abby or amanda are reading this im soo sorry ) or going over maggies house i wish i never did that!!! or falling for the WRONG people... but hey that life right?
Brittt
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