Been awhile
So its really been awhile since i updated this thing. I guess I forgot about it with all thats going on. Well first i'm really conidersing moving to Maryland in a year. I'm tried of the same old bullshit and everything in Delaware. I need a change. Don't get me wrong! I love my family and friends, but enough is enough. Well first of all Mike and I broke up a month ago, and surprislingly we still talk. We sorta fight most of the time, but at the end its ok. Just not the person I thought he was. He has changed a lot. Although i'm greatful we are still friends. Who knows what happens when I move to maryland, but i'm not really hoping for anything. I dont't miss us but I miss hanging out and talking. Expect tonight with the fighting. Um Friday night was awesome! Girls night outwith Melanie, Ryan, and Kristi. I was soo hyper and exicited that a planned of mine work. Lately most of my friends kinda havent been getting in touch with me. So i was really happy that I got to see the again. I didn't help when I was with Mike since I kinda neglected them the four months I was with him. Its hard balancing a relationship(especially long one) and friends too. Well school is going too. I took four classes so far! Last week of semster II. And all A's of course. However tomororw will suck when i'm up till 2am doing lesson plans. Its ok. Talking to my friend Dan is keeping me sane! I got a plan for next year! By next year I am going to have a full teaching job enough money to buy my bills and support myself and also be moved in a lovely townhouse in some place in Maryland. I dunno what it is about Maryland. But i want to be close enough to home where I dont miss my friends too much and if I do they can come visit or I can. Another exciting news Kristi is pregnant :) Which means babyshower soon :) She is an awesome friend! Even though she has her other problems she still has time to hear me out and help me! I love her to death. I guess our plan for moving in wont work, but hey I'm getting every chance I can to spend time with her. She will need it. We talked today and it was so great seeing her friday. God I miss the times in college when we went out even at 2am or coming back at 4am. those were fun times.
p.s.-ever feel your being difted apart from friends? I do........I think I changed so much I changed my friendship with some of them. I barely hang outwith Casey or Emy anymore. let alone talk to them. I should change that. But dont know how. Since I feel I gotten seperate from them. Emy even gets annoyed with me so I kinda gave up. Its nice im sorta clos with Kim still. I think she she was the only one I techinally hanged outwith when I was still with Mike. We gotten close then. I do enjoy my friends, i just feel something changed.
p.s.-ever feel your being difted apart from friends? I do........I think I changed so much I changed my friendship with some of them. I barely hang outwith Casey or Emy anymore. let alone talk to them. I should change that. But dont know how. Since I feel I gotten seperate from them. Emy even gets annoyed with me so I kinda gave up. Its nice im sorta clos with Kim still. I think she she was the only one I techinally hanged outwith when I was still with Mike. We gotten close then. I do enjoy my friends, i just feel something changed.