Nov 16, 2006 20:43
i am about to slit my thraot
and die.
i cannot take living in this house any longer.
seriously.
my mom who does nothing can't even wash my laundry?
is it that hard
no.
most girls look up to their moms.
but i hope i make a good mom someday
i know my mom had a rough life
but she doesnt have to make mine
so horrible
i hope i go far in life.
i know i suck at life
and school
but i hope something good happens for me.
i have an amazing boyfriend
who is my everything.
i don't even have family any more.
i hope this hair dressing goes good for me
because there is nothign else in life
that i want more then to do good in that.
blahhhhh
i really hate days like this
why can't i have a normal mom
or a normal house hold
minus uncle brian.
i'm going to lay in my bed and cry
until my boyfriend cheers me up