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.. Well Ive been having a lot on my mind lately so Im just goiing to let it out on here . . I really don't know where to start but Thursday night Will came to my house to pick me up and we went to his house and watched a movie and just chilled together..umm..Friday I don't think we did anything that I know of...because it was Christmas Eve and we were spending time w/ family-
- - Christmas Day - -
..I got up at about 8:30 and then 9:00 we opened gifts up at my house..
.. Will went to Georgia that morning so I didn't get to see him till he got back Monday.* Oh mom came in at about 12 midnight on Friday so I got to talk to her a lil bit bout my problems.*sheww.. so anyways Sunday me and mom got into a lil arguement about all the shit that's been goin on at the house and whether or not we would work stuff out for me to move down there. *
Monday*
..Will got home at about 5 and he called me and told me he wanted to take me out so we went to Kingsport that night to see Darkness. It was a good but scary movie* way over my head if you ask me..so I got home at about 1:30 that morning and then went to bed...Ashley called me the next morning and asked if I wanted to go to the movies w/ her and jeremy so I asked Will and he said yeah.. so we went Tuesday night to Coeburn to see "Meet the Fockers." it was good.. at about 5:00 ash came up and we got ready and then Will came up and got us at about 6:30.. I had a good time.. I hope everybody else did too* <3
Earlier that day I went at about 8 to Tennesse to get my Braces .. they suck but Im still livin..lol* :0)..oh and last Wednsday I went to Wise and got my tongue pierced.*it is great.. I love it!!*
Today*..
- - I havent' talked to Will since last night and Im thinkin that it is about time to let go and forget about all the shit that he has said to me. I really like this boy A LOT and I don't think that he understands how bad I want this to work out for us. Everytime we talk and Im around him he makes me wanna let go of all my worries and just be w/ him forever..I wish you could understand how I feel right now. I think that if we keep talkin or even date that he could be my 1st real love.*I know he wont read this but if you know will and you talk to him let him know that this is how I feel. I just wish that he could understand me and he says he does but how do I know that he knows this.*?
Well I think that that is enough of my pountin..I just don't understand guys these days...all I have done for the past few days is cry because I think that I have done something that I shouldn't have done and if you are one of my really good friends and you read this .. please help me w/ some good advice and take me seriously..* But Im going to go for now.. I think me and Trista are going to watch this movie.."Wimbledon." so leave me a comment and if your lucky ull get one back* <3 *muah*
*britt*
ash- hope you get to feelin better.. love ya girl*