I've waited all my life.
OK..I dont like drama..but I just need to get this out..
Theres always a group of best freinds..and I guess theres always gonna be one left out..and thats me..or at least I feel like it..none of my best freinds call me anymore..they all call each other and drive over each others house but never to mine..and I just feel left out latley..I dont even know events that are going on with them anymore..they dont tell me..and theres no way anyone can deny it cause its just plain true..I feel leftout..and out of the loop alot latley..It just feels like they dont care anymore..like they dont trust me anymore..or they dont want to..Its supposed to be a 2 way effort and I call and it seems like they dont wanna talk..or Im annoying them..so I dont know..Just had to vent..Just my feelings latley..only way I have of expressing them is like this..not the most mature way I guess but my only way..I want it to be different but its not..Agh..feelings..lonley feelings..
I want to be in New Jersey so bad..soo soo soo bad.
Theres always a group of best freinds..and I guess theres always gonna be one left out..and thats me..or at least I feel like it..none of my best freinds call me anymore..they all call each other and drive over each others house but never to mine..and I just feel left out latley..I dont even know events that are going on with them anymore..they dont tell me..and theres no way anyone can deny it cause its just plain true..I feel leftout..and out of the loop alot latley..It just feels like they dont care anymore..like they dont trust me anymore..or they dont want to..Its supposed to be a 2 way effort and I call and it seems like they dont wanna talk..or Im annoying them..so I dont know..Just had to vent..Just my feelings latley..only way I have of expressing them is like this..not the most mature way I guess but my only way..I want it to be different but its not..Agh..feelings..lonley feelings..
I want to be in New Jersey so bad..soo soo soo bad.