family emergency
Hey everyone, I am at the hospital, my grandma is dying.I just thought I'd let everyone know where I was. I have my phone on me.I will be here until she passes, I don't know how long it will be.I don't know when I'll be back at school, I'm kind of lost right now.It's a nightmare.I just want it to be over.I just kind of feel numb right now, I dont know.I havent slept for two days.I'm not sure how much longer it will be.She fell and hit her head, causing bleeding on the brain.She has brain damage, and in a vegitative state.Weve decided to let her go, because her alzheimers was not making her life worthwhile.But its hard, I didn't think it would be this hard,I feel like I'm losing her three times.My mom has done nothing to help me,it seems like when I need her the most, shes not there.And I know she cant help the way she is, but Im not talking to her right now.I have no one.