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lol i feel like sucha loser cuz ive actually written in this everyday! oooh well! Dshack told me to update it.. so i kno someones readin it :)
sooo yaa today.. went to skool.. boring boring boring.. decided im gonna have people over after jackies softball fundraiser tournament (luv u jackie!).. soo yaa come on over if u wanna. We had some gay thing on voting today.. so vote bush! and... now im waitin to go to bball practice which im nervous bout cuz i have not ran or for that matter moved very much for months! Ive been kinda annoyed lately thinkin bout stuff.. like how lieing assholes can take someone whose nice (most of the time!) and really not purposely mean to anyone ever, and juss treat them like shit and corrupt them and walk away and not even care... and i hope those god damn lieing assholes know that those sweet gurls are gonna be the best girls they will ever get. With that out.. im finally realizing that i juss needa forget bout the assholes and move on with my life, cuz there are nice guys out there, but its not gonna be easy, i dunno i juss sit and think likkke "DO U HAVE A HEART!?" i mean.. if im a bitch to one guy, wether i blow um off.. or watever and i will feel bad for days! how can someone use, lie, cheat, and juss be mean to someone (who would never be mean to them) and not feel any sort of regret.. there must be something wrong with u! or maybe there is something wrong with me, maybe i juss have a nieve look on the world to actually think that all people really care or that all people can be changed into something good and useful! who knows!? and who knows why i still miss you!! it makes me look desperate.. and i will have u kno that is not the case! lol.. im juss an idiot.. basically.
sooo yaa today.. went to skool.. boring boring boring.. decided im gonna have people over after jackies softball fundraiser tournament (luv u jackie!).. soo yaa come on over if u wanna. We had some gay thing on voting today.. so vote bush! and... now im waitin to go to bball practice which im nervous bout cuz i have not ran or for that matter moved very much for months! Ive been kinda annoyed lately thinkin bout stuff.. like how lieing assholes can take someone whose nice (most of the time!) and really not purposely mean to anyone ever, and juss treat them like shit and corrupt them and walk away and not even care... and i hope those god damn lieing assholes know that those sweet gurls are gonna be the best girls they will ever get. With that out.. im finally realizing that i juss needa forget bout the assholes and move on with my life, cuz there are nice guys out there, but its not gonna be easy, i dunno i juss sit and think likkke "DO U HAVE A HEART!?" i mean.. if im a bitch to one guy, wether i blow um off.. or watever and i will feel bad for days! how can someone use, lie, cheat, and juss be mean to someone (who would never be mean to them) and not feel any sort of regret.. there must be something wrong with u! or maybe there is something wrong with me, maybe i juss have a nieve look on the world to actually think that all people really care or that all people can be changed into something good and useful! who knows!? and who knows why i still miss you!! it makes me look desperate.. and i will have u kno that is not the case! lol.. im juss an idiot.. basically.