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It isn't just a friendship. That word is so very limiting. There are so many more ways people can connect. I don't have a word for how I feel. It's far from a simple friendship.
It's not soul mate because for me there is nothing sexual. Is there such thing as soul companion? There has to be a term for this. I think this thing is so rare for people. I think they can confuse it with other feelings.
Whatever the term...it's deep, beautiful and moving.
It has taken me a long time to listen to myself and try to understand all of my emotions. I don't think most people even try. It's not easy to do. It means you have to go thru the emotions and let your self feel. Sometimes it's happy and good and sometimes it rips you apart.
The more I understand the better and happier I am. It's the most beautiful gift God has given me.
I didn't want to be what I think God was really calling me for. I admit I am too materialistic for that. Nope, not going to do it.
Having to say goodbye a second time doesn't hurt as much. Maybe because I still have hope, that little ember still warm under years of ash.
It's not soul mate because for me there is nothing sexual. Is there such thing as soul companion? There has to be a term for this. I think this thing is so rare for people. I think they can confuse it with other feelings.
Whatever the term...it's deep, beautiful and moving.
It has taken me a long time to listen to myself and try to understand all of my emotions. I don't think most people even try. It's not easy to do. It means you have to go thru the emotions and let your self feel. Sometimes it's happy and good and sometimes it rips you apart.
The more I understand the better and happier I am. It's the most beautiful gift God has given me.
I didn't want to be what I think God was really calling me for. I admit I am too materialistic for that. Nope, not going to do it.
Having to say goodbye a second time doesn't hurt as much. Maybe because I still have hope, that little ember still warm under years of ash.