Time
Time, it is just going to take some time for me to not feel such a deep sadness. It will heal over with scar tissue and lessen then pain, but it will always be there.
You know how you think back to a really funny memory then kind of tear up... yeah... Clicky shoes! and a disastrous encounter with a roach.
Angel, he isn't dead... But it kind of feels like it. If he were, he would at least know how I feel. Maybe in 60 years or more.
I hope this helps, this dusty thing. I need to make a point to post happy things. I do have some good things on the horizon. I just need some more time.
You know how you think back to a really funny memory then kind of tear up... yeah... Clicky shoes! and a disastrous encounter with a roach.
Angel, he isn't dead... But it kind of feels like it. If he were, he would at least know how I feel. Maybe in 60 years or more.
I hope this helps, this dusty thing. I need to make a point to post happy things. I do have some good things on the horizon. I just need some more time.