jesus h christ
people are weird. i dont understand them. i dont understand motives and motivations for things they say and how they act. everyone seems to be acting strange this week. what the fuck is happening? this is the first time in months when i have been relatively normal and everyone else goes ballistic and insane and says petty stupid shit and people slip into weirdness and yeah, it confuses me.
this isnt anything specific. just things i notice.
i hate shaq. he sucks.
i thought i was supposed to hang out with emer, katie and crew tonight but emer didnt call me like she said she would at 6:30 to tell me whats up, so maybe it will be another night watching DVDs at home?
last night i met jade for the first time and we had dinner with audrey and emer, and then went to emer's house to watch American Psycho and get drunk.
Rolling Rock + Vanilla Vodka/Vanilla Coke. fun.
Audrey's ex(?) Australian Matt was there after moving BACK to Omaha from Melbourne and it felt like two summers ago. Jade was way fun and we all danced to good music and smoked menthols and talked really fast and I don't remember what else.
I drove home really drunk and felt bad. But I didn't do anything stupid.
this isnt anything specific. just things i notice.
i hate shaq. he sucks.
i thought i was supposed to hang out with emer, katie and crew tonight but emer didnt call me like she said she would at 6:30 to tell me whats up, so maybe it will be another night watching DVDs at home?
last night i met jade for the first time and we had dinner with audrey and emer, and then went to emer's house to watch American Psycho and get drunk.
Rolling Rock + Vanilla Vodka/Vanilla Coke. fun.
Audrey's ex(?) Australian Matt was there after moving BACK to Omaha from Melbourne and it felt like two summers ago. Jade was way fun and we all danced to good music and smoked menthols and talked really fast and I don't remember what else.
I drove home really drunk and felt bad. But I didn't do anything stupid.