fuck the bullshit

[britspotting]

self-centered

i am self-centered
apparently
only caring about myself. and me
oh but would i leave
a friend in need?
one convuluting from pain
and depression
and self-hatred?

i apparently want to go places
only to be seen. (scenester?)
but do i go anywhere? without you?
of course not. because im the one
with no life. remember?
the one who doesnt need to be around
people. the invisible one?

i deserve better than this.
i am better than this.
id like some fucking communication.
some dialogue.
some honesty.

ive given it to you.
now id like the same.

but if its possible for someone self-centered to also be self-loathing. i guess thats me. but its all in honesty.