its a lonely holiday!!
yeah it sucks...i usually love Thanksgiving, being with all my family and having fun, but this year its different...family bringing dates and friends and here i am by myself on the computer with no one to talk to yay for me! lately i havent felt very optimistic , i see my life crumbling right in front of me. EVERYTHING is going wrong. i have great friends but they are too busy to notice which is okay i completely understand, i just wish i had someone to hang out with anytime i wanted to and we could just have fun and not worry about anything else...but oh well...hasnt happened yet and im guessing it wont happen now...bleh! i dont care anymore..i DONT CAAARREE!