would you say what you never want to?

[brits___rad]

i just got home from meg's apartment.
meg's apartment.
not our apartment.
not my apartment.
meg's apartment.

and its lonely here. this place looks sort of like my first highland apartment and i'm wondering if it will always be this lonely.
i wished i could have stayed there to party with everyone retreating to my room to go to sleep for work rather than getting in my car to go to my room...

this is going to be a weird summer.
i need to try to find my happiness.

love,
b.