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i'll admit it.
i can't stand not having a boy interest.
i can't stand not even having a crush.
this is really hard for me right now.
it's good, but hard.
the past year has gone from T to K to A to M. still not over A, still not over M. but i'm trying to find another boy because i'm trying to get over both of them. i shouldn't. and i probablyl won't. which is a good thing. before M i was content with being boyless, it was the first time in a whiillle... but i liked M enough to actually want something. well that blew up in my face and now i'm back to being "ms. who's the next boy?".
pathetic.
i can't stand not having a boy interest.
i can't stand not even having a crush.
this is really hard for me right now.
it's good, but hard.
the past year has gone from T to K to A to M. still not over A, still not over M. but i'm trying to find another boy because i'm trying to get over both of them. i shouldn't. and i probablyl won't. which is a good thing. before M i was content with being boyless, it was the first time in a whiillle... but i liked M enough to actually want something. well that blew up in my face and now i'm back to being "ms. who's the next boy?".
pathetic.