The time, it is stamped.
Give me one of my own stories, and a timestamp sometime in the future after the end of the story, or sometime in the past before the story started, and I'll write you at least a hundred however many words of what happened then, whether it's five minutes before the story started or ten years in the future.
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And Sam hates to leave Dean, but he'll come back for him, soon as he can. Sam comes back for Dean.
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When Dean wakes up, the midday light pouring in the windows is blinding, haloed around a dark silhouette. Dean's knife is pillow-warm in his hand. He's brought the warm knife to a warm throat before he's even fully conscious. Half-dreaming, Dean finds himself transfixed by the pulse beating in that throat, tha-thump. Dean blinks three times before the sunspots finally clear from his eyes, and then he's fully awake and there are no more reasonable explanations for what he's seeing. Tha-thump tha-thump.
"Dean." Sam's smile is a growing thing, starts off small and then takes over his features till he's nearly glowing. Sam shakes his head slowly, not seeming to notice the shallow line Dean's knife is tracing over his throat, a thin seam of blood rising to the surface. Dean drops his knife and wraps his hand around Sam's throat instead, palm to Adam's-apple. He feels Sam's blood beading against his skin. Sam's voice cracks. "I missed you ( ... )
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Sam never let Dean put him on his back and fuss till he got Sam's bad leg slung around Dean's waist so it wouldn't ache, he never said slower, he never smiled when Dean deliberately found his sweet spot and worked him up to a gasping sweating mess.
At some point Dean realizes that he's matching Sam's chorus of "Dean, Dean, Dean." Don't go, don't go, please, Sammy, fuck, don't go.
Dean comes bare inside of Sam, and Sam catches him when he collapses, cradles Dean's head, hands over Dean's ears so everything sounds like the ocean. "I'm never going to leave you again." The playful sparkle of moments ago vanishes from Sam's face. "You've got to understand that. Nothing is ever going to keep you from me. I won't let it," he says over the sound of crashing waves. "Do you understand?"
Naked with only a sweat-damp sheet to cover him, Dean shivers. He looks closely at Sam because really, Dean has no reason to trust Sam's word and every reason not to. "Where were you? Two years, Sam, where the fuck were you ( ... )
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But also- AMAZING!!!!!! Aw- i felt so sad for Dean- having to wait two years for his (maybe?) Sammy to return and actually return his affections. *lip wibble*
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http://britomart-is.livejournal.com/44689.html#cutid1
But there can definitely be more to this!!!
I really hope you continue it britomart-is!
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I entirely unfderstand the confusion. I'm away from my computer for the evning but will try to explain when I'm back!
- Brit-on-her-phone
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I think it would be perfectly valid to assume that Sam is already possessed by Lucifer or the YED or is soulless here, but to me, this is 100% Sam. He's already explicitly rejected John as his father by the end of "Dream Deferred", and has gone from being an extremely damaged, unhappy hunter's kid to feeling like he's found his place in the world following the YED's plan. Accordingly, I don't think this happier, embracing-his-evil-destiny Sam would feel the same need for self-destruction that he did when he was younger and still 'trapped', hence the less fraught behavior around Dean. I don't think this Sam - who gave up his dreams mostly so he wouldn't have to live without Dean - would ever let Michael lay a finger on Dean. So I think this Sam would be quite eager to secure Dean's allegiance to Sam, and to keep Dean for himself ( ... )
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ahaha yeah- that's not weird ;) But yeah- in the end though- I loved this soooooo :D you should consider continuing!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
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The binding link was definitely about Meg's possession of Sam.
The change in how Sam wants sex is I guess because he accepts himself (as evil?) and gets out his rougher urges elsewhere. He wanted Dean to say 'yes' probably to bind himself to Sam in some way. And he said 'your father' because he doesn't see John as his father anymore, or he believes John was never his real father in the first place. But I could be wrong and the while Lucifer/Michael thing could be coming into play.
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